journalling

I admit it..I've been a lousy blogger. I am back in New Zealand now and not once did I blog or even write about my adventures in Canada while I was there. I guess that I wasn't "feeling it". I don't know...and now the time is past and it feels like it is too late to write about my time there. Does this make sense? I think that I need to get back into journalling. It soothes my soul and helps me to express myself. The problem that I have with journalling and blogging is that I think about it too much. I get too wrapped up in writing things that I think people want to read about it rather than purely writing what I am feeling. I mean a journal is supposed to be just that, right? A place to express your own personal thoughts without the concern of others reading it? I wish that I could just get over these anxieties and just write. Am I the only one who gets so wrapped up in this?