I need to reconcile myself with my body. This is a need that I have had for many years, but have only recently come to the realization of it. I am getting married in a couple of months and I wish, oh I wish that my body would look beautiful for it and that i was the weight that i want to be....but I won't be....not by that time anyways. I wonder why society puts so much emphasis on a person't body size. I mean I get that it is important to be healthy and get enough exercise...this is a goal for myself as well...but it is ridiculous to think that all people are going to be the same size - even if they are healthy. It is difficult in my family too because, well, I come from a family of talls and skinnies - of which I am neither. I just want to be healthy and get enough exercise. The exercise part is so hard because it is hard to find the time. I need help with this..but how?
I need to just be ok with my body and realize that people love me for me - I mean I know this and I realize this...I just need to not worry about people judging me because I have gained a few pounds.